Saturday, June 23, 2012

Are there any bloggers out there that haven't had surgery or just had or about to have it? I really want more blogs to read to mentally prepare myself n also have maybe some surgery buddies. This site helped me go ahead with my decision to have surgery that I feel that it would honestly help me now that I am almost about to have it. I just need lots n lots of info n shared stories so I can have the same courage I had in the beginning of this process. I guess I'm just the kind that needs extra support. I feel like I'm sounding like a bit of a weak person. I'm trying to stay strong. I know I have to be.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

I have a date!!!

I got a call this morning and they are holding sept 19,2012 for me. They still have to double check with my doc for the ok but I'm thinkin it's a go. It's still far out but they get so busy in the summer is what they say. I'm fine with it. I have been waiting yrs that I think I can wait 3 months. It'll also give me the time to take it in n be ready mentally. I'm so excited but so scared. I'm now often thinking negatively. I keep thinkin bout the things that can go wrong. I have to stay positive. If I want to stay sane. I have an appt with my od tomorrow n well see what he's doing next. Probably some fine tuning since we have some time.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

wow i have not been on blogger for sol long that most ppl ive been following already had their surgery! and wow everyone looks amazing!!! im so happy to see that everything went well!

well i FINALLY have good news! my insurance approved my surgery! im so happy! im not really showing it and kinda sound like im sarcastic when i tell everyone but thats because im realizing like holy crap, this is going to really happen...and soon! oh jeez im like panicking as im typing this.

i will keep everyone updated on whats happening next!