Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I came across a poem I wrote a while back. Actually a real long time ago. I think I was like 15 when I wrote it. I read it and thought.. Wow,this is how I feel about myself and have always felt. I wanted to share it cuz i thought i bet a lot of Us needing jaw surgery may have felt this way at one point in our lives.It's kinda emo though lol......


No one knows how I feel
No one knows what's wrong with me and what's the deal
No one knows if I'm sad or happy
No one knows which is real

I'll show you that I'm happy
But inside I just wanna die
I guess I just know how to hide

Every day I start fights
Not the physical kind
But the kind that you use all your might to hold back your tears
and just cry all night

I wish I didn't have to
I wish I can just tell you
But you won't understand
Because nobody knows what I go through

Lifes tough and lifes rough
And I have so much sorrow
But there's nothing I can do
But just go through the same thing tomorrow

Friday, March 4, 2011

predicted outcome of my profile with my fancy app

i was playing around with an app i have on my phone called FaceGoo lite.  i took a pic and stretched out my chin or jaw or whatever. i think ive become obsessed about this surgery. anyways, these pics are just for fun. this is just an app. i dont know what my real results will actually be.. my teeth are nowhere near where they should be yet so i have no idea how much movement i need in my jaws yet. yeah soo i was just bored i guess



before

after  


the before pic is real... the after i stretched it out